you’ve gotta stat romanticizing your life. you gotta start believing that your morning commute is cute and fun, that every cup of coffee is the best you’ve ever had, that even the smallest and most mundane things are exciting and new. you have to, because that’s when you start truly living. that’s when you look forward to every day.
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It doesn’t happen like that. You don’t just wake up one day and find that everything has worked itself out. You must get out of bed, morning after morning, and make a conscious effort to control the circumstances of that given day. You must learn to handle your issues with grace because you respect what they are attempting to teach you. You must drown your insecurities slowly, one self-realization at a time. You must allow yourself to feel the fear bubbling just beneath your skin but you must never allow it the satisfaction of crippling you; grit your teeth and march on. You see, they never tell you how hard these things will be. This fight to reclaim yourself is not easy or straightforward but, my god, is it necessary.
hyur:
Good morning, me. Did you sleep well? And did you wake up feeling good? Does the light, and the wind, and the smell and the sound – all seem like they’re brand new and fresh this morning? Is each and every cell in your whole body awake and alive now? Today, you are who you are today. See? You’re still me, but you’re a newer version. Myself ten years from now… That’s so far away that it’s almost impossible to imagine. Am I alone? Or is there a wonderful person next to me? Well, knowing me, I’m sure you’re causing all kinds of trouble for lots of different people. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to. But it’s all right. That’s part of life, too – isn’t it? You’re not perfect, but you’ve got a lot to give, so remember… I’ll always be cheering you on.
In your time, I’m no longer here, but – I am here today, and I’ll always be cheering for you, right here… Cheering for you, my only self.


















