i was a fuck up from the get go
i will never be ok
i will always think feel him
and him and him
i was a fuck up from the get go
i will never be ok
i will always think feel him
and him and him

my friend drew this for me :´´´)))
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrgh why do i get crushs on ppl i know are impossible u-u
i felt like a fucking nuisance for my friend today cause i couldnt stop talking abt how not ok i felt
i shouldln bother them like that thye dont deserve that
they dont need to know they dont need that weight
mm talking abt it makes me itch again
mmm i cut myself a lot today and i kept scratching so i could bleed more
aaaaaaaaaaaa
i had a fuckin break down in the bathroom before class
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it hurt alot i couldnt really cut that deeply until today
im so nervous for tomorrow why am i always like this
why cant i just function normaly


this tho
stressssss drawingssss
