I hate discovering that I have more homophobic family members,,,
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i hate myself
no offense but i want to die
i miss my cat 😥
this semester ive had a total of 3 massive breakdowns (new record)
1 lasted a day i relapsed and cut myself
2 lasted like a week of not wantng to get up from bed and staying away from people and having crying outbursts everyday i cut myself more
3 lasted a day too and i also cut myself
i need to finish this fucking paper and im just thinking about horrible things
i want to die
i wish i would have gone with those older guys when i was a kid..
i wish he had fuck me up worse..
i wish he had molested me more..
i wish he had taken more advantage..
i wish that guy that was stalking me would have kidnapped me..
i wish i was just broken and not chipped.
BOY. DO I LOVE IT. WHEN HE SEEKS ME FOR HIS. SEXUAL NEEDS :)))))))
sometimes i want to skip when i walk but then i get to self conscience and feel like everyone is watching me.,,,,
tbh i need friends i can get drunk with ://